The Merry-go-round of Life

Over 2 years since I've been here, and frankly it means I'm not as healthy as I need to be. Something about solitude, writing, expressing my thoughts, and just forcing myself to look around and think about issues causes me to be better. I'm working through quite a bit right now and am having a hard time with church, organized religion, and exactly what do I think about God. Not just sitting but working through all of these things is once again forcing me to make them my own and not just take the easy road and spout out someone elses line about who I am, or why I am this way. You patience is appreciated, ~mhb